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Control Freak

written by Wilder / Estep
vocals by Maggie Estep

A girl who can't shake off the smell of a man she met but didn't know well
She thinks she feels him in her skin, she thinks she sees his sideways grin
She sees him on the street by chance follows him as if entranced
Gets on a train that he gets on
A girl like this she is possessed

She sits two seats behind his own, can hear him sigh, a little moan
She wonders what he's thinking of as he removes his right hand glove
She notices his hand is strange, as if the bones were rearranged
She thinks of what she'll say to him, she hears it playing deep within
You're all that I need to get high

The man jumps to him feet just then slips out the train and round a bend
She almost loses sight of him, shuts her eyes, thinks of his skin
She catches up just as he goes into a bar and down below
To where cases of wine are stacked there is no light it's nearly black

You're all I need to get high
He turns around to face her then, his right hand seems to claw the air
She doesn't know why she came here, she doesn't know what possessed her
Sweat's running down her spine
But then he breaks into a smile that lights up his whole face
And then he starts to laugh and laugh and laugh, and then he says
”I've thought about you since that day we met but barely spoke”

They start to kiss, he rubs his hand inside her tights inner band
She shivers up against him hard, she reaches inside of him far
But then she stops, she pulls away, she starts to go and he tells her ”stay”
But she walks determined up the stairs she sways a bit, she flaunts her wares
She's got him where she wants him now
She knows he'll follow hard and how anything she says will go
Any yes she'll turn to no
He follows her outside and says
”Hey wait, don't go, stay here”
She turns around and sneers at him
And walks away for days